i just have to say it!!!
i can no longer hide it!!! my love for zabujardu is real! im freshly 18 so love is not forbidding to a person like me! im allowed to say what and when i want and in all honestly thats zabu. i imagine his stong muscles protecting me from the mean boys who always tease me at school, kinda like edward from the twilightt movies (tho i do admit, ive never had whatched those movies before becouse my mom said im not old enough and i have to wait till 21) but besides that my young heart throbs for a quirked up white boy with sparkling skin under sunlight thats potentially goated with the sauce, whats that sauce? well not just his fertile seed but perhaps his love?! i mean just imagine? we could be the next newgrounds e-couple! with my mocha sun kissed tanned skin native to the americas and his imperialistic foreign powerful genes we could really break the racist stereotype this community is tainted with (which is so not true i know like 2 black people), on collaborative projects thell call us "cookies and cream" as being interracial has its cute and kawaii benefits!!!!!!!! i mean ive been told i look Hawaiian so if latina isnt your style theyre kinda like asians, right?!?!... ... ...
you may ask... why zabu?
ever since i listened to Tom Fulp rap 3" hes honestly been stuck in my head for all these months, ive been through sleepless nights trying to free myself from him but i just can never find a way to. when he first reacted to my message on the 3rd of January 2021 my heart skipped a beat! it was like an anime scene! i felt as a thousand cherry petals in spring appered from nowhere and drapped every inch of my room, obviously i squealed from excitement. no boy or man has ever made me feel like that before. i always thoght men didnt have feelings and that there no good other than sex and money. so when i saw not only your creative ingenuity and your programming expertise; it honestly opened my third eye. literally a new realm of possibilities! and so from then on zabu truly became a hero to me! and like a real princess saved by the hero; i felt as if i owe him my life! no longer shackled by todays feminism, i dedicated hours and months learning Christian tradwife values! how to cook, clean, manners, exercise and how to properly dress and express the delicate and pure side of me that society has told me made me weak. but i of course dont mind being weak because i know everything will be okay when i have him in charge of me. i wouldnt have to worry about a thing with a man like him!
so...
i knew i could never give up, everything reminded me of him. everytime i opened up newgrounds i would see he has posted something new with in the many medias hes able to manipulate. if i were to be honest, i did feel as if i were lossing my love for him for the shortest bit but out of no where on Mar 23, 2022 i was blessed from the heavens as i looking right at me was a message as clean as day "bishop" it read... a new digital painting. "w-what" i muttered, "did senpai just..." i couldnt comprehend a single thought, my skin had the texture and color of an freshly plucked chicken, "he noticed me" i finnaly sighed out. this couldnt purely been a coincidoink right?! maybe my months of work has finnaly paid off. i had to take avantage of this moment. i surfed the web and found his discord and twitter in hopes hed reach out for me. maybe even confess his true love for me! i had to play it cool ofcourse only interacted when appropriate and it worked like a charm! he followed me back! i fluttered my hands up autisticaly! its happening! its happening! like a virgin with his first girlfriend, i had to go further! my hands hovered over my logitech k120 black keyboard as i debated to comment under his post. not to be generic but,,, i was sweating bullets! "i need you so badly in my life <3" i looked away from my screen as i pressed submit as if i pressed the big red button to a nucular missle. "oh my god" i covered my face in regret. but it was reliving. i finnaly ripped of the bandaid!!!!!!!! i constantly checked newgrounds for him to react. im not that weird... right??
seeing the top tab of newgrounds glow its bright color is such a good feeling, other than being part of a community, its being acknowledged! and acknowledged i was! "b i s h o p : )" he replied! so fucking kakoi!!!!! im the luckiest girl in the world! which, brings us here.
ive come so far. and cummed so hard. i just had to confess my love!!! his Remona to his scott, his misato to his kaiji his Harley to his joker, his misaki to his Tatsuhiro Satou!!!! i can can be anything he wants. i imagine taking care of him as my only son, making sure he gets enough water,food and sun! i can be his cool bright colored hair gamer wife, always... his player 2!!!!! if he doesnt want me in clothes id be in cosplay, if he doesnt want me in cosplay,, id be naked ;))))) wed always shower together! id wash his back and in return he will wash my feet! when we head to our bedroom hes free to do anything to me as i am his and his only. all night long wed call each other cute pets names! and hey! id let him call me slurs!!!
a creative man like him makes my stomach feel heavy, thinking of all the things he could do! like ummm.... kekeke....oh! um,,, sory! i got excited. i will make sure to guide him to be the best man he could possibly be to support me and our dozen children. when ever i do go out. he has to be there! arms locked! rings on! a leash too, if were feeling frisky!
im sure he wouldnt mind that im still in highschool!, i do plan on getting my nursing degree but if he wanted me to stay home to comfort him id be more than happy! id be with him no matter what, even if we lived under a bridge, homeless. ill be happy for ever. thought if he were to cheat on me id fear there'd be no reason to continue living... :/ sigh.... what a cruel world we live in. my hands are cramping from writing this at 3 in the morninfg but what else am i supposed to do with all my love and energy!?!? i mean i know one thing tee hee!! <3 <3 <3 <3 looking at his work you may think jard is a flawed person, with his cruel humor with blunt expressions, but honestly theres so much charm to it. humans are so closed and censored these days! hes fr fr real!people just dont have the balls to say anything, you wouldnt want to rely on that! like, at all!!he really does put in alot of effort working with diffrent medias and platforms, a bit neetish but when did you last meet someone with that much compassion in life. honestly if anything i wish i can be just like him when i grow up!!!! -love bishop
